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Do you realize just how much communication can change your life? Sometimes it is crazy that we get hurt or angry or sad or whatever and want to hole up in our own heads, when letting all that tension out can relieve the situation completely. Anyway, this is kind of what seems to be going on with me at the moment. The holidays were a stressful time. Busy at work and busy outside of work and tons of stuff to keep me busy in between – planning and breaking and crazy stuff….Anyway, so I was letting it well up and then….and then….and then…I felt like I was going to explode. With no one to blame except me!
But I didn’t. Luckily I have this terrific fella in my life who really wants to help and I have great friends who listen and want to help too. So I finally opened my mouth…or at the very least I opened my journal, and poured all of the foulness out. And that helped me understand it and I think it helped my fella understand better what I need from him.
Anyway, we have been talking a lot more and listening a lot more and I have been a whole lot happier. In the midst of the BAD, I had a week off of one of my meds, and I have decided to talk to my doctor about coming off of it…So we will see how that goes.
Whew.
I am trying to be more positive too. And not dwell so much on the bad times that I have to spread all of my bad out to the world while keeping my good on the DL. Things are good for me right now. My MS is acting right. Yeah, I still get twitchy legs sometimes at night, and I will itch like the dickens, oh, and occasionally I will pee on myself in public, but so what. I can walk and ride my bike, and spring is just around the corner…Which reminds me, it is about time to start the allergy meds again! Silly songs.
